i'm so tired of all these shit.first,my injury and now,you.

i only said i like you but you thought i wanted a relationship and so you tried to push me away.

but when i asked you was it that you dont have feelings for me thats why you kept trying to push me away,you said no it was something else.

so i asked you what was it and you said you didnt want to be in a relationship.who says that in order to like/love someone you gotta be in an relationship??thats just bullshit.

and then i had to ask to confirm if you had any feelings for me and you said you do.but why do you have to keep pushing me away??

well to be honest,you said you have feelings for me too but i dont even see/feel it.

so fucking tired of all these.if you just want to play around then just say it.i dont even want to waste yr time.all i wanted was you to like/love me back but this is what i get in return.

fuck life fuck love fuck everything.love aint blind,its fucking retarded

UPDATE!!!

HELLO PEOPLE,

its been a long time since i last blogged.this will just be a simple update on what i've been doing for the past few months.well,i'm in college for 4months already and its sem break right now for a month.will be helping out my parents at the shop on monday onwards.gotta earn some money or i'll go broke =/

anyways,i'm recovering from an injury which i got in training.its so serious that if i dont go for a surgery,i might not be able to play sports anymore.it just sucks to hear that from the doctor.still deciding whether to opt for surgery or just leave things as they are.sigh

so..what to say now.lol.hmm,i've gotten my superbike and car lisence.oo,i fell in love with another and it sucks that now when i really want someone,it seems impossible to do so.dont even know if the feelings are mutual =S

damn,the post is getting more boring and..dumb.well,i know who to blame for making me update my blog then.right,ms cky?

btw,tae yang's new solo album is out and 'I need a girl' is really nice.should listen to it =)
i think that's all for now.dont wanna bore u people with my boring posts.till then =)

Addicted to how we kick it,
everything you say to me,

never knew it could be so wicked

hoping that you'll stay with me.

I don't have to search around the world

coz there aint another girl like you. ;)

No matter what they say about you,

I'm gonna stay by your side.

So don't you ever leave

coz you complete me.

I hold yr heart in my hands

and I'd do anything to keep it safe.

You're as beautiful as the stars

and you look prettier each time just like the stars as they get brighter.

And when I miss you,

I'd look up to the sky at night and know that everything would be alright.

You're lovely as the ray of sun,

the very first one just as the day begins.

The way my heart doesnt listen and so it just keeps wishing you were here with me

so that its beat would synchronize with yours.

just shows how much I need and love you.

=)

Son Taejin KO'd =(

have got nth to say bout this..really surprising.sigh..idol got knocked out by Park Hyoung Jin

Yamaha YZF R1..

i want one of this weiii XD..damn chun wan.sexay rite ahahha..

the picture says it all XD...happened at school field..muahaha..now my baby sudah ugly la T.T

here's my baby.haha =)

>.<
nice rite XD..

i wouldnt say nice la.

i'd say...SEXY rite

hahaha.joking ni la =)

anyway,valentine's is coming soon..this saturday k.

i wana go hang out wei..but no date XD..

but my sis is goin away on valentine's day itself..so sad..

and i'll only get to see her end of this year d..like wth =.=

i'm injured again.hahaha.this time right,it's da left side ady.i kinda like twisted my shoulder..it's da third time.so XD!!hehe

this time right,it wasnt to da front..but to da back.kinda weird la.but now recovering d la.at least can move d.not allowed to drink hot or iced drinks and also no eggs T.T..coz my vein is sort of swollen i think..dats wad da guy told me.like wth right.haih..i was being careful la but dat incident was very very unexpected.lol

oh oh..it happened at taekwondo on friday night..so now i dun get to do all those wonderful kicks anymore until my shoulder fully heals la.sad hor XD..

anyway,went to ronda with Jason n Ming Zhe yesterday..and as usual,i didnt obey da law!nyahaha.i went up to 90km/h XD...i know i know..crazy wan right.but wad to do.jason was like leaving me n MZ behind u know.and we weren't really sure which road to turn to at tanjung bungah area there..coz Jaso was no where to be seen every time we reach a corner.lol.then finally we stopped at ESSO to pump our tyres.crazy meter couldnt work wan.haha..then i noticed smoke coming out of my ekzos or however u spell it HEHE..coz still new and didnt go for first service yet ma ..means kenot go faster than 60-80 km/h..hehe..damn smelly k da smoke...will show u guys my baby soon.hehe.in my next post i guess..

=)

I go solo.haha.i mean alone.lol..

Well,shit happens right..to me,it happens most of da times.almost knocked a car last friday,few days later i chose to leave her altho i know it's gone hurt but its for my own good right..hell lot more.i cant say i dun care anymore right.its hard to live those words yet so easy to say them out.sucks.but most of all.she's in da past now and i have to continue with my life ma.

hmm..i should probably sing Live Your Life now.haha..or Love Story by Rain ah?just kidding! =)

anyway.trying to be successful ady.like study hard for SPM n get da best results i can achieve,get myself prepared for da coming tournament on da 30th & 31st May..must represent PG again!hahaha..so many things to do yet so short time..have to manage my time properly..

anyway,CNY was fun but kinda boring lah.seems so quite d.why'd everybody lost da mood?!haiyo! XD

gtg d.will update soon..i think? hehe =)

i'm just 2weeks away from getting P wei.lol...i think.haha.
hmm..currently trying to cope with F5.
btw,as some of u know.got back with my ex..again.lol
my god.3rd time d..weird rite.anyway,hope it's gonna last =)..
guess wad..cny's on monday...ANG PAO!! XD..
gtg anyway..Happy Chinese New Year ppl =)