i'm sorry mav,i'm sorry ame.i'm sorry if i caused the both of you to quarell.if the both of you are quarelling,i think the both of you should work it out.i'll go away once and for all as long as the both of you are happy.just rmb that friends dont come and go.

thanks to all those ppl who wished me tho.happy halloween anyway

its so quiet these days and i'm not getting used to it.

sometimes i get so bored i started posting up nonsense on facebook but sometimes i get so bored,i started to think of her and it bugs me everytime this happens.

i dont even know if i'm seriously over her.

i know i dont have feelings for her anymore but sometimes,i just miss her.this sucks

and i bet she's happy i'm over her since she liked pushing me away so much whenever i say sweet things.

maybe i just have to accept the fact that 'us' will never happen.sigh

i'm so tired of all these shit.first,my injury and now,you.

i only said i like you but you thought i wanted a relationship and so you tried to push me away.

but when i asked you was it that you dont have feelings for me thats why you kept trying to push me away,you said no it was something else.

so i asked you what was it and you said you didnt want to be in a relationship.who says that in order to like/love someone you gotta be in an relationship??thats just bullshit.

and then i had to ask to confirm if you had any feelings for me and you said you do.but why do you have to keep pushing me away??

well to be honest,you said you have feelings for me too but i dont even see/feel it.

so fucking tired of all these.if you just want to play around then just say it.i dont even want to waste yr time.all i wanted was you to like/love me back but this is what i get in return.

fuck life fuck love fuck everything.love aint blind,its fucking retarded

UPDATE!!!

HELLO PEOPLE,

its been a long time since i last blogged.this will just be a simple update on what i've been doing for the past few months.well,i'm in college for 4months already and its sem break right now for a month.will be helping out my parents at the shop on monday onwards.gotta earn some money or i'll go broke =/

anyways,i'm recovering from an injury which i got in training.its so serious that if i dont go for a surgery,i might not be able to play sports anymore.it just sucks to hear that from the doctor.still deciding whether to opt for surgery or just leave things as they are.sigh

so..what to say now.lol.hmm,i've gotten my superbike and car lisence.oo,i fell in love with another and it sucks that now when i really want someone,it seems impossible to do so.dont even know if the feelings are mutual =S

damn,the post is getting more boring and..dumb.well,i know who to blame for making me update my blog then.right,ms cky?

btw,tae yang's new solo album is out and 'I need a girl' is really nice.should listen to it =)
i think that's all for now.dont wanna bore u people with my boring posts.till then =)